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Lately I’ve been so out of everything. Zoning out of class and never coming back or missing the important details that needed to be attended to. At times I would just come home from school with no energy and just stand in the middle of my room thinking or listening to the world. Some days I’d be so out of everything that I would not answer my phone, use my laptop or even listen to music, I’d just be caught up in everything not knowing what to do anymore or even how to enjoy myself anymore. I miss my hobbies that I enjoyed doing almost everyday but now they seem not even enjoyable to me anymore, as if I have no interest in them anymore. Life is up to my neck but soon I will be free.

Obviously this probably has happened to everyone but sometimes I feel as if people don’t see it as a big problem. It all depends on the promise but it really does bother me when people fail to live up to themselves and make promises that may never come true to that other person. It may not seem as a big deal to the person who made the promise but to the other person who expects something out of this promise it would hurt them in some kind of way. I’m not saying that everyone is capable of fulfilling each promise but all I’m saying is that people who don’t make compromises or just throw promises away really make me cheesed. I just want people to know that if you aren’t capable of fulfilling that promise then don’t even make that promise in the first place, don’t say things that you can’t live up to. 

It really bothers me when people are not very classy in the summer. Yes it may be hot at times but that doesn’t mean you whip out your high waisted hot shorts that barely cover your ass. Or maybe you can’t even picture that at it’s worse, imagine seeing someone in a crop top with their boobs hanging out and wearing “shorts” that are the size of umm let me say boy short panty size! Is that even considered an “outfit”, and are super super short shorts that look like underwear even considered a piece of clothing?! Clothing that people put on themselves should at least cover a good amount of your body, I mean if you wanted to wear such revealing clothing then just go naked because you are almost there. I just wished that people were more classy here, especially people my age. Keepin it classy over here please :)

Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.

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Have you not learned that you always assume that you know me more than myself, and that whatever your choice is will always be 1000 times better for me but in reality it is not. I know myself 1000 times better than you think you know me and it sucks to see that it hasn’t occurred to you yet. I hate when you tell me that you know me so much better than I do but in reality that is not true. I am my own person who has my own thoughts, feelings, actions and has my own values and goals in life. I am able and willing to let you know that but it still sucks that you never listen to what I am trying to say to you. I do not know how else to let you know that you do not know myself as well as I do and to stop assuming that you do. It would be great if you would just understand what I am trying to say but you always just shut me out saying that I don’t know what I’m saying and that I am wrong. I am myself and if you cannot deal with it then do not try to bother understanding me if you “knew” me so well. 

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No I am not 

It’s night right now

There’s something else you should be doing at the moment

You ate chicken today 

You are lactose intolerant

There’s a nearby TV on

You get along with your neighbors

Twilight is a horrible series

You’re hungry right now

You have worked out today  

Running a mile sounds awful 

You have a job

You love to bake Christmas cookies

Your parents are still together

You woke up before 8 this morning   

Baths are better than showers   

You are 5’5” or shorter 

You hate British accents

Victoria’s Secret is a good store

Cats are better than dogs

The 90’s sucked 

Your cell phone is right next to you

Your favorite color is either blue or purple  

Your hair is short

You are by yourself right now

The last thing you drank was water

You’re in your PJ’s right now

Your hair color is natural

Fred from Youtube is annoying

You don’t drink soda

There’s at least 20$ in your wallet

It’s cold out

Orange juice is better than apple juice

You love someone right now

Video games are awesome

Your sheets are white   

You have read works by Shakespeare before

You’ve been professionally diagnosed with a psychological disorder  

You know someone in the hospital right now

You’ve showered today 

You know someone who has beaten cancer

Sneakers are your favorite shoes to wear

Chocolate is better than vanilla

You’re allergic to peanuts

You’ve never been to New York   

You’ve never been on a varsity sports team

You want to go to Europe

You’re using a laptop right now

Plastic surgery is a good idea 

Vanilla is the best scent a girl can wear 

You’ve made yourself throw up

You’ve cheated on someone before  

You have a broken heart at the moment

Your friends do drugs (some do!)

School is too early 

Your nails have nail polish on them right now

You’re Italian

You have a tan right now 

You’ve been on a diet before

You shop in plus sized clothing stores

Hot Topic is scary 

There are socks on your feet right now

You’ve used a hair straightener

Shopping online is easier than shopping in an actual store

You’re in Verizon’s network

Cheesecake is delicious

Your BMI falls into the overweight category

You have gotten your hair cut in the past month

Your birthday is within the next 2 months

You’ve been rejected

Comedies are better than action films

Math is the best subject 

You are fluentish in more than one language

You love Greek food

You consider yourself a picky eater

You have more than 3 pillows on your bed

You live with your parents

You’re happy right now (close enough)

Damn, youse a sexy bitch. Dayum girl

You are a high school graduate

You have a pet cat

You were born before April 5th, 1991

You have brown hair

You have blue eyes

You last name is longer than 5 letters long

You are in a relationship

You are can count to 20 in another language

You have studied a foreign language

You voted in the 2008 presidential election

You own a vehicle that is older than a 2004

You have worked 3rd shift

You have worked in a fast food restaurant  

You drove somewhere that was further than a half hour away today

You live in New Jersey

You live in Montana

You live in Pennsylvania

Your last name begins with a ‘M’

Your middle name begins with a ‘C’

Your first name begins with a ‘S’

You are older than 19

You are younger than 16

You are an only child

Your parents are divorced

You have more than one sibling

You are an Aquarius

You are a vegetarian

You have a gym membership

You are in the military

You have a relative in the military

You have been to Canada

You have been to Mexico

You have been to Europe

You are currently enrolled in college/university

You have done something you told yourself you wouldn’t

You have braces.

You wear contact lenses

You have a tattoo on your ankle

You have a tattoo on your wrist

You have a tattoo on your lower back

You have a tattoo on your upper arm  

You have a lip piercing

You have a tongue piercing

You have your nipples pierced

You have your cartilage pierced 

You have curly hair

You have recieved flowers from someone in the last 2 months  

You are engaged 

You are married

You have children

You are an aunt or uncle

Your bedroom walls are blue

Your bedspread is red

Your bedroom carpet is beige  

You have been out to eat at a sit-down restaurant in the last week

You have been drunk in the past 24 hours

You have lost your virginity before you turned 15

You are bisexual 

You watch Scrubs

You watch Jon & Kate Plus 8

You watch American Idol

You havebeen to the movies within the last month

You have cursed in front of your grandparents

You had a lunch box with a cartoon character on it when you were little

You actually pay attention to politics

You are still waiting for your first kiss 

You have kissed someone within the last week

You have kissed three or more people this year

You would kiss the last person you kissed again

You were told you looked cute today

You were hugged today

Your best friend is the opposite sex

You have paid more than $100 on one item of clothing

You had a date to prom

You are a good speller

You are always on time

You believe in karma

You have done something illegal within the last 24 hours

You have thrown up within the last 6 months

You have ridden an elevator within the last 3 days

You have spent the night at someone else’s house within the last 2 weeks

You have been out of the country within the last year

You love Chinese food

You love Italian food

You love Mexican food

You love country music

You love rap  

You love hip hop

You love punk rock

You love hard rock

You love metal

You love classic rock

You love bluegrass

You love oldies

You love techno

You love instrumental music

You have taken pictures of yourself just because you were bored 

You know someone younger than 10 who passed away

You have been in a car wreck

You have had stitches

You have a parent who is a teacher

You have a checking account

You have a debit card

You have a currently have a $2 bill in your possession

You have dated someone who was 2 years younger than you

You have dated someone who was 2 years older than you

You have broke up with someone for someone else

You have cheated on someone

You have been cheated on

You are Catholic

You are Mormon

You are Buddhist.

You are Agnostic

You wish at 11:11

You have had your current job for more than 3 months

You have had your heart broken

You broke someone else’s heart

You felt bad about it

You have an Aunt Karen  

You have an Uncle Bill

You have a cousin Sarah

You have a cousin Adam

You have worked with a Danielle 

You have ridden in a car with a Stephen

You have hugged a Tiffany

You have kissed a Blake

You have had class with a David

You have had a crush on an Emily

You have dated a Derek

You have been neighbors with a Hannah

You have done something just for the fact that you were old enough to

You have been to a cemetary at midnight

You have been a vampire for Halloween   

You have been a witch for Halloween

You have been a pumpkin for Halloween

You have stayed up for 48 hours straight

You have been to Walmart within the last 3 days

You own a pair of scrubs

You own a cowboy hat

You own a leather coat

You are missing someone right now

You have been let down recently

You have had someone you thought you could trust betray you

You would rather have a one-night stand than a relationship

You would rather win $500 from the lottery, than guest on a game show

You have met someone famous

You have met the president

You go deer hunting

You have a motorcycle license

You have fallen for a friend

You have let someone use you, even though you knew they were

You have run a stoplight

You have had it snow on your birthday

You have had a manicure

You have dyed your hair an unnatural color

You live in an apartment

You share your room with a sibling or roommate

You have won an award

You have been hit on at work

You have given someone a false phone number so they wouldn’t call you

You have introduced yourself with a name other than your own

You would marry someone 20 years older than you for a million dollars

You have cried yourself to sleep within the last week

Your last phone call lasted longer than 5 minutes

You love to go camping

You have been in a wedding party

You have low self-esteem

You are outgoing

You are shy

You have a temper

You have made out with a complete stranger

You have faked being sick to get out of working

You have skipped school because you ‘felt like it’

You have gotten a detention

You live within 30 minutes of your best friend

You have lost a good friend recently

You have made a new friend recently

You can belch your ABC’s. 

You have hair past your shoulders

You have been on an airplane within the last 3 years

You have had someone question your sexuality

You are happy with your life at the moment

You live within an hour of the beach

You have seen a tornado

You are currently wearing something blue

You never leave the house without make-up

You have been caught stealing

You drive a stick shift vehicle

You have pretended to be happy when you really weren’t

You have kissed someone who’s name begins with ‘A’

You have kissed someone who’s name begins with ‘B’. unfortunately

You have kissed someone who’s name begins with ‘C’

You have kissed someone who’s name begins with ‘D’

You ended your last relationship   

You have been in a relationship that lasted more than 3 years

You are pregnant

You have freckles

You go tanning regularly

You watched Sesame Street as a kid 

You were obsessed with The Spice Girls back in the day

You were obsessed with The Backstreet Boys back in the day

Your mom was younger than 25 when she had you

You dad is over 50

You are a night owl

You usually go to bed before 11pm

You have been in Walmart at 4am

You have been skinny dipping

You have gotten pulled over for having a tail-light out 

You have ridden a train within the last year

You went to Six Flags last summer 

Your birthday is in March

Your birthday is in June

Your birthday is in October

You wear a shoes larger than a size 9

There are at least 2 windows in the room you are in

You have kissed in the rain

You slept alone last night

You are on a diet

You have ridden a bike within the last month

You have been swimming within the last month

You have gone camping within the last month  

You consider yourself an ‘outdoorsy’ type

You consider yourself a ‘city’ type

You have been called a redneck

You have been called emo

You have been called a dork

You know someone with a twin

You are a twin

You sleep with the door shut. 

You put cream in your coffee

You take the crusts off your sandwiches 

You have gotten the mail in your pajamas

Your room is currently clean

You have gone more than 3 days without a shower

You bite your nails

You have fainted before

You live with someone who smokes

You were born before the 15th of your birth month

You were in track in school

You were in softball/baseball in school

You were in basketball in school

You can do 20 good push-ups

You have let a friend cry on your shoulder

You have been to a funeral this year

You have been to a wedding this year

You have been to a baby shower this year

You have been to a bachelor/bachelorette party this year

You have been to a 21st birthday party this year

You will be at least 25 in the next 5 years

You expect to be married within 2 years

You expect to have kids within 5 years

You are in the medical field

You love thunderstorms

You are part of a sorority or fraternity

You are taking some kind of prescription medication

You have a cold

You have had your appendix removed

You have had your wisdom teeth out

You have lived in your current place longer than 10 years

You like black jelly beans

You have big plans for the weekend.

You know someone you’d like to see right now.

You are hiding a secret

You took this instead of doing something you were supposed to do

It really bugs me when people are always so down about themselves and how their life is a living hell hole because something didn’t go their way. Hey we all have our bad days and just wished that everything went the way we planned but it’s life and it changes so just go with the flow of it and try not to think too much of it. Not only does being negative effect you but it effects the people around you and how they see you. If you are happy with some things about yourself or some things in life you have done then show it, let it shine through because always being so negative is like always seeing everything in black,grey and white. It isn’t worth wasting away time to just think so badly of stuff and yourself. Negatively thoughts leads to a world in which hate lingers in the air, obviously you aren’t able to detect it at first but it’s still there. Pull yourself out of the negative thoughts and lead yourself back to being happy with yourself. Nothing is more beautiful, or charming then someone who is truly happy because they chose to be. :) 

You can ask me anything and I’ll answer honestly, but only with yes or no. 

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This may sound ridiculous but why do people even bother to hate on other people for no reason. I truthfully do not understand how people can live each day doing so. I find it sort of sad that people actually live like this because it’s a waste of time and not worth it. Sure I do dislike some people, possibly despise them but I don’t live everyday of my life talking about the extent of hate I have towards someone. Like I said earlier I do dislike some people, and I’m being honest about it but that doesn’t mean every single day of my life that I talk about how much I dislike them and despise them. It just doesn’t seem logical to me for someone to hate someone else for no reason at all. I can’t help but be frustrated that people are like this because it is a waste of time and it doesn’t make you a better person because of it. Don’t even bother to hate or dislike someone for no reason, if someone were to ask you  ”hey why do you hate/dislike this person?” and you respond “I have no legit reason”. Do you know how ridiculous and foolish you sound saying such a thing, it’s invalid. You may dislike or hate someone because of their success or something they have, but that doesn’t give you the right to treat them like you’re going to kill them at any point. Why is it so hard to just be happy for that person’s success and the fact that the person has something or someone that you want. We all want something that we possibly just can’t have, but that doesn’t give you the right to hate or dislike them for such a thing. It’s the kind of world we face everyday so get used to the fact that there are people out there better than you or the fact that there are people whom you just don’t get along with. You do not have the rights to make that person feel uncomfortable or ignore them every time you see them, it makes you look like a rude person who isn’t mature enough to acknowledge that you aren’t going to get anywhere in life living like that.  That is my rant of the day, bye for now Tumblr :)